Saturday, May 22, 2010

timeLESS 2


But I discovered later that Gods omni characteristics had stirred this unshakable curiosity that continued to resonate within my spirit. But instead of allowing myself to flow with the curious conscience that continually haunted me and make the time to fill that knowledge--less void, I always ended up suppressing my inquisitiveness and storing the data I had collected by downloading it into the collective hard drive in the back of my mind. Only allowing it to be opened and rebooted in those few quiet moments somewhere between the closing of my eyes and the drifting off into dreamless sleep.

I would often for brief moments conservatively contemplate God’s Omnipotence or His all--powerfulness. Full aware that He had not only created all things seen and all things unseen but He also created what we assume we understand power itself to be. I would even delve into what I thought was valid insight into Gods omniscience or His being all--knowing because again He created all we know and all we consider knowledge and wisdom to be.

Now there is an amusing anecdote on the subject of Gods omniscience. There was a time back in my teenage years where I just knew I had achieved a level of omniscience myself. I was right around 13 or 14 years old and I woke up one morning fully aware of the fact that somehow and someway I knew way more than my parents ever did and I seriously knew it all. And my mom would constantly confirm this teenage epiphany I had about myself because she was always asking “So you think you know it all huh?”
But now that I am older I can look back and see that Gods omniscience far exceeded my highly conceited and self proclaimed brain power of those earlier years and how it certainly surpasses the knowledge and wisdom I or anyone else could ever think they have attained for that matter. And so I have come to the conclusion that I honestly believe for anyone to say they can fully understand all of the elements of God’s omni--attributes is the same as “Placing God in a box” as the pastor said so many years before. . . . [There is more to this timeLESS manuscript but I most likely will not share anymore for a while.]

Friday, May 21, 2010

timeLESS


Now I know it may sound a little silly but in the not--so--distant past I have discovered that I really enjoy experiencing epiphanies. Mainly because I came to realize there is this large chasm between just knowing facts and being seriously conscious of truths. And so for me this in itself ended up being another epiphany.

It all started towards the end of 1990 when I first became aware of the fact that God is what I have now coined “omni--everything”. I had just made the decision to follow Christ and was engulfed by this burning desire to learn everything I could about Him. And one Wednesday night in our small church bible study the pastor mentioned all these “omni” words. As a matter of fact his voice rose with the power of an energized and animated evangelist when he shouted “As Christians we have got to stop placing God in a box because the God we serve is omnipotent, omniscient, and omnipresent! He is all powerful, all knowing and He is always everywhere at all times!” Now the truth he spoke that evening seemed to be the key to some unanswered questions that had been rattling around in my head. You know those questions. The ones you really want answered but are afraid to ask for fear of appearing dense. Questions like how in the world does God know how many hairs are on not only my head but every other head in this world? And why would He even care?

So for awhile I was content that this newfound knowledge I had inquired gave me a decent grip on the whole “omni--everything” concept. . . .to be continued . . .

Saturday, May 8, 2010

I should have listened!

Growing up my parents used to tell me so many things and so many times I either turned a deaf ear to what they were saying or I just didn't believe them (mainly because I knew it all). But the older I get the wiser they become and the more I realize I should have listened.

For instance they would say, "The older you get the faster time flies." And I didn't believe them, but now I can attest to the fact that their almost prophetic words are coming to pass. I find there's not a enough time in the day to do what I know needs done and the nights continue to get shorter and shorter because I never seem to get enough sleep.

Mom and Dad used to always say "Son the choices you make now while you're young can affect the rest of you life so make good ones you know you can live with." Did I heed their warning? Of course not...(Another bad choice I totally regret now.) Guess what?...I should have listened!

So if you happen to be reading this and for whatever reason at this time in your life you don't think your parents know what they're talking about...take some advice from a son who is turning 50 this year and really misses hearing his parents voices, let alone their words of wisdom...do yourself a favor and listen and heed their advice so later in life you won't end up saying to yourself, "I should have listened!"